If you have ever been abused, mentally, physically, verbally and think it is all your fault. If you have been sick or are. If there is no cure for what you have. Regular tests and checkups.  Or going through too much and you do not know how much more you can take. Been divorced, been…

So, I think we all get to a point in our lives where we hit breaking point. Well, I am there. I have no comments. No words. Have no idea what to feel, what to think or how too. I am officially scared. Life fucking sucks and I am not coping or okay with the…

Watching finding dory. At the end . When she is so close to finding her parents. After fighting and the journey she went on to find them. And she thought there was no hope. But, She remembers ‘i like shells’ ‘mommy likes shells’ and she sees a shell and follows the line of shells. Which…

So, this week has been such a ‘life’s a bitch’ week more than most. I am still trying to wrap my head around what is going on and why. But it is here, and I need to process and deal with the hand I have been dealt. And if I play it right so to…

So, 10 years it all started.And it is still going on.There are so many women out there who are going through this as well. And I am telling; You are not alone.Yes, everyone’s journey, sickness, pain is different. But PCOS syndrome, endometriosis, cancer we all struggle with it. It does exist. And is real. And…

I met my ex-husband at age 20 married at 22. At age 24 we started to try for a family. We never used protection and nothing happened. we went to doctors. Specialists, endless tests etc. 4 years in and hundreds of tests. We got told ivf is what we need to do. So, we go…

I was living in Port Macquarie when a lot of shit happened. And I found a place. My Place. Where I would; Write. Cry. Think. Sit. Listen to Music. Walk Too. And I would just sit for hours. It was my healing place. And I go there as much as I can. Watching the sunrise…

I’m not telling/sharing my story for empathy or for people to feel sorry for me. I am who I am today because i went through this and still going through health stuff (and it sucks and is hard, some days i do not cope) but I am hoping to offer help, guidance, light, love and…

Standing with you by Guy Sebastian I was out walking this morning and this song came on, instantly got my phone out and typed this. if you have that one person. a grandparent, a parent, a friend, a partner or a person you least expect. Listen to them, hear them, be around them because believe…

So why the blog? Ten years ago I meet my ex husband and my dream was to always be a mum. So I didn’t focus on a career. And at 25 we decided to start a family. Endless doctors, specialist and tests and found out it would be hard to have kids or might not…