Have you ever thought if you could do life over.
Have you ever thought only if I knew then what i know now. I would change all these things.

But my question is: Would You?

Before you answer…
You wouldn’t be who you are today. You wouldn’t know the people you know now. You wouldn’t be where you are today.
You would be a different person. You wouldn’t be You.

There’s this song. ‘What I Know Now’ by James Johnston.

What I know now
Life ain’t easy, that world keeps spinning ’round
Yeah, some days you’ll be winning, some days you’ll get knocked down
Oh, but all that I can tell you, is good friends will get you through
With a little faith, when tomorrow breaks
You’ll see a different shade of blue
Yeah, but sometimes I wonder how it’d all play out
If I knew then what I know now

If I knew then what I know now
I’d still make the same mistakes
‘Cause that broken road led me here today
Hell, it took me some time, but now I see
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You may sit there and think about how life would of played out if you did things differently.
But honestly would you be happy.

If I could do it over. I would still do it the same. As I am the person I am today. BECAUSE of everything I went through.
Yes it was Hard. Heart Breaking. Sad. Life Crushing. Sickness. 12 years getting told you can never have your dream. But it was also full of Love. Adventure. Fun. Good stories to be told. And now I my dream has happened.
Life is a bitch. But Life is worth living.
Believe me. You are not alone.
Days aren’t easy. You’ll get knocked down. But days are easy. You can get up everytime you get knocked down. The world keeps going. And So can you!
With the right people. With the choices you have made. That’s what makes you stronger. Just take that step. Don’t look back. Look forward and think how can I make my future better. Its your choice. It’s in your hands.
And my Darling. You got this. I believe in you.

We all have our stories to tell. We all have been through the valley (more than once even twice or more) but we always climb out. We always get to the top. The truth is we will possibly keep going down and up. Lows and Highs. But don’t give up.

Its been 13 years this year since I started to talk about being a Mum. And I always got told No. Its never going to happen. You will need help and even then. So I buried it deep down. Went through a Divorce, Domestic Violence, Sickness, Few Partners, Job after Job. I also went through Finding Myself, Travel, Believing in Myself, Writing to You, Finding My Home and Finding that one person who has given me the world. And Finding Happiness. I am Home.
And out of that my dream came to life.

I took 13 plus years to find home. And to have my dream come true. You might take less. You might take more. You may go through more. But keep going.

My Darling. Don’t give up. Don’t stop believing. Don’t Hide who you are. I got you. I believe in being you. Life is Definitely Worth Living.