How do you let go of shit that has happened in the past, so it doesn’t affect the future, or your next step, or your next person you date or have a life with.

Life is too short to hold onto everything from the past but what do we do. how do we let go and not think about it and not struggle.

For example, I am happy, love my job, love my people, loving life, love my new relationship and family. But in the back of my head and heart I have this feeling something will happen, and I am waiting on the when. I try not to. I try not to think about it, but it just pops in my head every now and then. So much has been going on with my friends/bosses and me and my health again and personal life. and we keep going, give everything, we go above and beyond, we try our hardest and then one day we just crash. But we try and keep going.

Why and how does certain things happen to people. And they are good people and are so kind, yet the not so good people who think they can get away with everything. Treat others poorly and take others and things that matter for granted.

Does not make sense. How far will it go. How long does it last. Why does it happen. And why do the good people who do everything right, are so kind with their time, their love, their hearts, yet these people everything seems to fall apart. And the people who take everything for granted and walk all over people, seem like they get the good in life. and they keep acting this way and keep getting away with it.

I hope this makes sense; I have been on this for weeks.

 But I encourage you in all this to keep being you. Keep being kind. keep being loyal. Keep being brave. Keep going above and beyond. Don’t go to their level. Continue to love. Continue to help and continue to be gracious and generous.

Because we need more people who are kind, loving, gracious and generous to your face but who are also that behind your back.

Don’t be fake. Don’t hide who you are. it is not worth it. you are worth everything. Don’t deny who you are. too much shit happens in this world we don’t need more of it. we need people who will stand with us and love us to our face and behind our backs.

Love is worth it. kindness it worth it. generosity is worth it. grace is worth it. being honest is worth it.

You are worth it. trust me. Believe me.