you deserve the world

Have you ever thought you don’t deserve the best in life or you don’t deserve anything good to happen to you; because you have been treated so badly in the past and your trust has been broken so many times. So, you don’t believe you are good enough for anyone good or anything good to happen to you. And when something good does happen in your life, you are scared it won’t last. Because it hasn’t in the past.

Your friends, your family and anyone in your life, keep telling you that you do deserve the world, you do deserve everything, and you do deserve good and not everything good will end badly, nor will everything good end. The more you spend with these people, the more they tell you, the more they show you in kindness and actions that you do deserve better. but for some reason you still have doubts and disbeliefs. Your friends continue to tell you it will be okay and you have never been treated this way that is why you are scared and it is okay to be scared but you are worth this and you deserve to be treated the right way and to be happy, healthy, and treated beyond the best.

Because we all do! I still don’t believe it. but deep deep down I do. but when you started to believe it, the fear tells you it will end and you aren’t enough.

I don’t have the answers for you, I don’t have the questions, I can’t tell you how to overcome this. because honestly, I do not know. I continue to tell myself I am not good enough for this, even when they constantly tell you are good enough over and over again. So, we fight it, because we do not believe it and we hope they get the message and end up leaving us because it is not, and we are not worth their time.

But in all honesty, they stay and says they will stay and tell you each and every day because you my darling ARE WORTH IT ALL. You deserve to be happy. You deserve the good in life. You deserve to be treated like a prince or princess. And you and I will/may believe it one day but for now let’s do this together and maybe each day, believe it 0.0001% and eventually in our own time we will Believe to our very core.

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life's a bitch by emily bell

the hand you have been dealt