Trust is very touch and go these days. And once it is broken. It is so hard to get back. I think everyone knows what it is, but no one knows what it is to trust.

Life is so full of shit that breaks trust. And it’s not just someone in your life. I believe it can be a sickness. Death. Job. Travel. And yes, a person. And more.  But it seems that people are the ones who hurt you the most. And breaks our trust the most.

If someone breaks your trust, you don’t have to trust that person or that thing again. But don’t be scared to trust AGAIN.
I have a Sickness a part of me now. And my dreams got shattered, torn away really. And I thought I could trust my doctors, specialists, partner, people, and so on. Doctors say things to you, to make them feel like you can trust them no matter what. Your partner says I’m here; you can trust me. I am not going anywhere. And friends do the same. And then they turn the other cheek when things get worse and harder. And then you start to think it is all my fault and what did I do wrong. What happened. Why did I have to get sick. Why?! And it goes over and over in your head until it drives you insane and to make it worse you don’t get the answers you want or need.

My trust is limited but my love is for all. I don’t know what you are going through. But know you are not alone, and you can trust some people. And what I have found out. They are always not who you think they are. They are better. They are what you need and if you are lucky, they will stick around, and you know they will. But your trust will build up again and again. Until you know it is safe. And you are safe and home. And I am not saying they won’t break your trust they might, and your trust will and might get broken again and again. But never stop, we are not perfect. And if I have broken someone’s trust, I hope they can forgive me and trust again

And for the people who have broken our trust, forgive them. And move on.

They are not worth it and not worth holding onto, as it only does you worse. They don’t care. It destroys you more than the person who broke your trust.
Life is full of things that breaks our trust all the time. It is what we do in the midst of that and how we react to them and it. So please let them go. Let it go. Life is worth living. People are worth trusting. People are worth loving.

People are worth You!

You deserve more. You deserve the world. You deserve to be trusted and to trust.
You deserve so much more than you realise.
I trust you to make good life decisions. But also, to make bad ones and possibly stupid ones. It is a part of life. But hey, Have fun. Live life. Love. Be kind. Be generous with your time. But don’t just give your trust away. Trust is to be earnt.

My darling you are Worth it all.

lifes a bitch by em bell
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