I was married and in another relationship after. And going through what i have. I am glad I was single and didn’t have a relationship going through it all. As much as i would of loved to have someone always there. I needed to go through it alone. To make me realise i can rely on myself and to know who I am and what i am capable of. I am stronger than ever. More confident. Know my worth. And knows how beautiful and brave i am.

Because if i had that someone i think i would of relied on them 100% and not myself and would of lost myself. Again!
I loved my ex’s so much and never saw my relationships falling apart. As much as i loved being in a relationship i am actually loving being single.
(I believe once you accept yourself and know you’re worth. Good things happen. I would love to share my life with someone.)

I loved my marriage. I loved the years i was with my ex husband. I loved the adventures we went on. The heart ache. The good times. The memories. The hard times. What we experienced and saw. The dogs we got. The places we visited and lived. The people we met. I loved how i stood by him through everything. I will never forget and i thank him for everything. I loved being single and going through a divorce was hard and heart breaking, didn’t think i would ever feel happy again but it made me stronger and i found myself. Meeting new people, having fun, experimenting. Then meeting someone new and starting a life with him and his daughters. Loved our adventures. Discovered i love 4wding. Camping. Beer. Whiskey. Rum. Etc. Beach drives. Saw more places and loved life. Went through hell and good times. Lost myself and lost good friends. But the worst happened and i had to get out. Had to move home. Miss him a lot at the start and couldn’t understand how or why it happened the way it did (and still do). Tried to wrap my head around everything, didn’t work. Will never know. But i am so glad i am single and being home. Miss the coast and friends but i wouldn’t be anywhere else. Small country towns are hard and especially coming back again. But i love my job. Love where i am. Love life. Love being home. Not sure what is coming and where I’ll end up. But that’s life and i am okay with that yes i am scared but not going to plan anything and just take one day at a time. Too much has happened and it is time to take one day at a time and enjoy life. That’s the best we can do. Life is to enjoy and live your best.

I saw no light or had no idea where i would be or what. And things change and the unexpected happens. I got the best opportunity and promotion ever. Great things do happen. Just takes time. Life is worth living.

And remember if you have or are going through similar or just don’t know. It is okay. Enjoy what you have. Enjoy who you are and who you are becoming. Enjoy each day. Enjoy life

Be kind. Be generous. Be patient. Be loving. Be gracious. Be you.