Has been one hell of a year. It broken me. It challenged me. It changed me. It made me. It helped me. It fixed me. It found me.

Hi, I’m Em Bell

2009. Self-esteem issues. Single alone and hated life. Moved to Port Macquarie and hated it and then decided to change my prospective and lived life. Meet my first ever boyfriend and we eventually got married. Tried to start a family, nothing worked. Medications, scans, saw an ivf doctor chances were low. We didn’t give up. Until it destroyed us both.
We then got divorced. Been told I can’t have kids (half a dozen or more). Been single. Found myself. Had fun. Meet someone fell in love quickly. Had some hard and good times. I knew I should have left but I stayed. Went through hell. 2023 in pain most of the year. Had the most time off work. Went through domestic violence. Walked away with bruises and got the blame. Left my home. Left my town. Moved home with parents. Found out I was sick. (Had 2 forms of cancer in my uterus and cervix) had 3 operations in 2 months. Found out we got it early and I’m okay. Testing every 6 months. Turned 33 yew. Living in a small country town and hate it but love it. I am actually so glad I am home when all this happened. As I would hate to be alone.
I now have found myself again. I am happy. I am outgoing. I love life. I love my jobs. I know who I am. I know what I am.
I am still Learning and Growing. Will never stop. Will never stop loving. Being kind. Being generous. Being Me. Because this is Em Bell. Brave. Beautiful. Broken but repairing. Amazing. Kind. Loving. Generous. Supportive. Non-judgmental.

And she has your back. She believes in you.

She knows whatever you are going through you can do it. You will make it. You will come out stronger. Lifes a bitch but life is also great. We have all been dealt different hands and we play differently. But we can make it great. We can have fun and live however we play our hand. However, we live our life. Each day is a new day and however we make it is on us.
I was so keen to turn 33 and say goodbye to 32 but 32 made me stronger and who I am. I would not change. It’s my story.
But I won’t play the same cards twice. I learnt a lot and I am going to use that to grow and develop. I didn’t give up. So please don’t either. You got this. Do what you love. Do what makes you happy. Live life. Take a day at a time. But please don’t give up.