Seriously wish I had all the answers. I want to know what will happen and I want the answers to all my questions. Even for the questions others ask me. The truth, yes, I don’t have any. And it is hard as hell, going through sickness, pain, heartache and even life and not knowing.  I don’t have answers to anything. I wish I could tell you why things happen the way they do. I wish I could explain pain, heart ache and loss. I wish I knew the right way to comfort you in time of need. I wish I knew what to say, at the right time, the right thing, or even nothing at all. I wish I could be there for you always. I hate seeing sadness, tears, and heartache. It happens too much these days and I wish I could take it all away. But then in saying all this, we don’t grow, learn, or heal. And this all takes time. Healing is great. Time is excellent even though it is hard. I wouldn’t be the person I am today if I didn’t go through everything I did. It has been tough, it has been a journey (up and down but more downs), I did not think when I was in my twenties that this is how my life would be. I thought I would have it all sorted out by now. And live the life I dreamt about. But nope not this time. We had some curves and bends in our journey. But hey, this is me and I am happy. I am trying to make my life better each day. Yes, it is hard and some days just no. but I never give up and that is my answer to you. Never Give Up. Keep going. As we never know what is coming.