Thank you to everyone who has helped me and been there for me always.
Sorry for losing track, signing out of our friendship, and not staying in contact.
But Thank you for allowing me to come back and constantly checking on me.
I might not text or ring, but I am always thinking of you and hope life is going well. You deserve the best.
Sometimes i just close down and think i need to do life on my own. I get stubborn and just dont reach out.
But i have learnt recently and going through what i am, is what is the point of shutting down. We all need people in our lives to help us, encourage us and just be there for us when life is thrown at us and is fucked up. Or even when life is great.
We all have different journeys and life goes in different directions and the hand we have each been dealt is never the same as somone else’s or the same hand twice.
I was in Port Macquarie recently and learned that the friendships i had few years ago are still there. A while ago, I closed myself off and meet someone and decided to make him my life and lost everyone in the mix and lost myself. But being back this week and being on my own and finding myself again. I have found the friendships again. Connections, communications, being present with people. Making time. And i feel like i owe them so many apologies and reasons. But all i can say is Thank you. I love you. I missed you. And sorry.
I am not sure what the future holds but i hope we will continue to be in each others lives and be around more.

I have no idea what I am doing and what the universe is teaching me. But with what I am going through and been through in the last 10 months has been hell. Feels like I have been in this valley for a long time. And can’t see a way out. But it has to be there. I don’t think I can go through much more.
I don’t know what my future brings or where I’ll go. I am scared. The unknown. So, all I can do is take one day at a time.
Love, encourage, make time and be kind to each and every one of you and try to brighten up someone’s day.
And I encourage you to do the same.
Love you all, Em x