So, I think we all get to a point in our lives where we hit breaking point. Well, I am there.

I have no comments. No words. Have no idea what to feel, what to think or how too. I am officially scared. Life fucking sucks and I am not coping or okay with the hand I have been dealt. Life is literally a bitch. I feel like I should quit my job (only 2 months in and all this is happening) it is not fair on them. But I have been honest from the start and always will be. And that is what I am doing here in this blog. I care. Because I know, there are people out there who have it worse than me and doing it tough.
And it is okay to feel this way. As it is real. Letting your emotions out are important. Do not stop feeling or letting them out, otherwise it could be harder and worse. Not denying the fact some days you cannot and do not want too. Believe me I have not wanted to talk all week as I feel like it is too much, and I have to go through it alone and deal with it. In saying that, yes, I am still learning this. We need to open up, but to the right people.

The road I am on, is tough, is shit and could not take much more. I have never felt more alone. I would rather not be here then to go through this. It is too much for me.
But in saying this I know I have a life to live and so do you.

Also, a great song, ‘This road I’m on’ By Steven Champion.

Moments and days like this are when we need to get in touch with ‘that person’.
Some days, I do not want too as I feel like a burden. But they have got you. They love you. I will always give my absolute best. My all. Until I have nothing left.

Best that I got. Great song by Larry Fleet. We never know how or where our lives go. But as long as we make each day count and live our best.
Make each moment count. Cherish the small things. Live your life, to the fullest as best you can. Do more, see more, take every opportunity you can. Because life comes at you strong and fast and sometimes you don’t even have a chance to think about what has happened. But as a friend of mine always tells me and now I say it to you, mate you have got this.