So why the blog?

Ten years ago I meet my ex husband and my dream was to always be a mum. So I didn’t focus on a career. And at 25 we decided to start a family. Endless doctors, specialist and tests and found out it would be hard to have kids or might not happen. It broke me and took me years to come to terms. My ex left me, this was one of the reasons. So I thought I was the fuck up and the problem. Loved being single and forgot all about it. Met someone else 2 years later. It came to life again the idea of being a mum. Went to my doctor and same answer, same result. NOPE. Was with him for 2 years and wow. What an even more fucked chapter. The mental abuse and psychical abuse at the end. But I didn’t notice and want to leave during because being alone scared me. But turns out I love being single and it’s the best thing and I am the happiest I have been. So I moved home with my parents, left the coast which I love and moved back to the country. And throughout this year, I have called in sick so many times for work and couldn’t get off the floor.

Ten years ago, I was diagnosed with pcos (polycystic ovary syndrome) (no cure), also endometriosis, hormones are so out of whack. And to top it off, a form of endometrium cancer! One word FUCKED! I have had two scrapes of my uterus, cells cut out, biopsy and many more tests. And still going. This destroyed me.

I have been through a lot and still going and I have and will come out stronger. So this is my blog to tell you my story and help others in similar stories.